Uneven

When Mommy thinks of you I always wonder how you would look and what you would be like if you were still here.  When Mommy thinks of you I often imagine what it would be like to have you here.  I wonder how our family would feel if we were four instead of three.

The open seat at our table of four. . .
The empty space in the backseat of our car. . .
Our Jack and Jill bathroom with double sinks. . .
The double wide carts at Sam's that Layne rides in by herself. . .
Watching Daddy ride a single go-cart while the other daddy's ride with their big kids in the double ones. . .

They're all sad reminders that our family is incomplete without you here.

Mommy feels so uneven sometimes.

Wishing you were here to help make our family complete...

Love and miss you, Sweet Girl.